The End of the Nature of Man

Is this what Aristotle mean the end of man? When a man found his total happiness. The feeling of being completed and self-sufficient. You feel completed and you could not wish of anything else because you are satisfied of what you have and is more than enough. Man could be happy not because of material things but the feeling.

Based on my experiences, man could attain total happiness if he felt being belonged to someone, or is loved by someone. Man only wants to be secured and to be happy.

I loved and I am happy. I don't care of the imperfections but I believe I'm happy. In this world nobody is perfect, but being perfect is perceived through the heart of man. I prefer to live here in the world of imperfection rather than in the world of forms and perfection without the one who made me completed. I wished of nothing else because I am satisfied of what I have, the person I love.

Do you know the feeling of being in love?

Taboo

They said our love was wrong, but I continue loving you. I know our love is forbidden like that of Romeo and Juliet, and Bella and Edward, but I still loved you. I don't care what others will say, because I badly fell in love with you. And now, I can't determine our love if it is right or wrong, for people perceive it wrong and I believe it is right. All I know is that, I loved and I will continue loving you.

If loving you was wrong, I will never make it right. I'd rather remain sinful and having you, than being a saint without you and let you go. Losing you will be the greatest mistake that I could make. If this is just a dream, I don't want this dream to end and woke, I'd rather sleep forever and live in my dreams.

Because of you I learned to be contented of what I have, for you alone is too much for me. You made me someone, I thought I could never be. You showed me that I am important and have the right to be loved. I wished of nothing else but you, only you, to live forever with you.

Our love is forbidden to humans but is accepted for people who loved.

Red and Sweet

"We had our apples, red and sweet,
know that they were forbidden to eat
You gave me yours, and I gave you mine
And I felt something in my heart."

There came a time, we shared our apples, you gave me yours and, in return, I gave you mine. The apple you gave me is so sweet and I know my apple is sweet, too. We think of the consequences what will happen to us if we ate it, whether we will fall asleep like Snow White or will be punished by God for eating the forbidden fruit. After all, I ignore them for I want to eat the apple because of my curiosity and innocence. I never made a mistake for it is so sweet and it tastes like no other. It is the sweetest apple I had ever eaten for my entire life and I never tasted an apple like that before.

I gave you my apple completely, for you are so special to me. I threw those apples that others had given me, for I want to eat  the apple you gave. I don't want anything else, but you and your apple, so red, so sweet.

I promise that I will keep your apple, take good care of it and watch it grow. If someone would try to get it away from me, I will stand up and fight for it, for it is mine. I will only surrender if you will get it back from me.

My greatest fear is that when you will get the apples back and throw the apple I gave away. It would be the end of my colorful days and the birth of my dark days. I can't help it but cry and wait for another man who is willing to share an apple, like yours, so red, so sweet.

Every time I see apples anywhere, it will always remind me of you.